Trying new things or changing old habits?

So I've decided recently to try some new things lately. One could say I'm running from my feelings. I choose to say I'm trying new things.

I feel like I am on a log going down the French River, I go up and down and up and down. Interesting how I said French River, cuz as always my mind wonder to him ... Mr. Guy. He is the quintessential guy I have been looking for my entire life, and yet he only sees me as a friend. We have a great relationship, he adores my kid and yet he sleeps with hot blondes. You know when I asked God for a man....I got the cheater, the drunk, the commitment-phobe and the momma's boy. So I got a little more descriptive and I get sent a guy who is everything I've always wanted except he's a friend. Lovely.....there's some explaining He needs to do. So as always, when I get tired of moping around, I start dating again.

Being 33 is not the greatest, but I'm not just 33, I'm a 33 year old single parent. Yup....I love my kids to death but it makes for difficult dating. Most guys my age are married or gay. Are my standards too high, quite possibly. But I don't want to settle with another guy that just isn't good to me.

What it comes down to is that guys are afraid to approach women now. Or you get the pervs and weird ones. So what's a single girl to do? Take a note from Dory....just keep swimming.